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ed diary 🎹 pre-med uni student

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🪽 ྀི𓂃 ࣪˖ ★ ‘ s edtwt intro

19 ♫ 🎹 lesbian wasian
autistic + bpd cbmi 18.9
i ❤︎ txt genshin omori ggs

♡ + ↻ to be mutuals !!!
#edrtwt #shedtwt

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and my dumbass would still find a way to binge

[𝐾𝛼𝜏 🌸 🐰 (7/26) @blossomkc4ls]

now THIS is fridgespo holy shit

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@nixxcoolclub up until a point it does but stops fairly fast i used to vape and i’ve been smoking for years now and it stopped being an appetite suppressant after a few months now im just stuck with a nicotine addiction don’t start it’s not worth it

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being diagnosed with anorexia and ur whole fucking family being aware is insufferable why won’t they just leave me be

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like i can skip lunch i barely have anything for breakfast and i can do my best to have smaller portions during dinner and then somehow im forced to eat late at night because my family thinks im starving. yes i am but that is my goal leave me alone

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i feel so gross and fat bruh why do i always get forced to eat AFTER dinner?????

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i feel so gross and fat bruh why do i always get forced to eat AFTER dinner?????

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i need to be back at 49kg how was that a week ago

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@satorii1999 omg no this is a huge difference

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@Fishyyyeneko17 OMGGGGG I NEED THIS

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these seaweed snacks are absolutely fire bro they’re perfect for people who love sodium (me) and if ur just craving salt and chips

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mini-haul

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@TrashyFallenang oil because it’s in everything and horrendously high cal

[Sethy @Brizksie]

A24 now using Ai and Letterboxd might be brought by Netflix or Paramount

[nana the 1st ♡ edtwt @ysarianator]

anybody just mad about how non disordered people do not treat EDs like actual mental illnesses and diseases???

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@lacehymn3 depends on who i’m going out with

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@schizoxgfq omy this looks fire

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@butterflydeacy i try to have a very small portion of what i’m craving i either fail or succeed at not having more

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@lunasiies omg can i come

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@xokitxox omg this is insane nonoomf

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oh my god

[satori ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @satorii1999]

i actually gasped at this bc

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@zomzzee this is true dedication

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but my family has grown so accustomed to me that they always list every single ingredient before we start eating

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i would genuinely rather eat out every single day than eat anything home cooked because the calories are a gamble every time

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estimating the calories for my dinner is about to be a whole fucking mess