I went through fucking HELL this year. So when you see me somewhere happy, smiling, & popping my shit, just know I genuinely deserve that shit. I cried so many nights & my mental health was tested like no other this year. I feel like I’m getting back to myself… FINALLY.
unhealed trauma makes you tolerate so much shit you don't deserve because you don't want to lose people. healing makes you realise; losing them is better than losing yourself. you finally understand that some people don't deserve access to you, no matter how much you love them.
I really feel like 2025 was my “final straw” year. My transitional phase. Out with the old. A lot of things ended permanently. A lot of ppl were removed. So I know 2026 is going to be nothing but a clean state and prosperity.