Summer breeze journal

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The love of my life

[Summer breeze journal @muhametMerchant]

I hope you have an amazing night, I miss you so much, I love you

[Summer breeze journal @muhametMerchant]

A flawed person, a damaged person falling in love doesnt heal them all at once, just reminds them of how damaged and hurtful they are by having someone who they care about be the victim of their disgusting souls.

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You’re so beautiful angel

[Summer breeze journal @muhametMerchant]

You wouldn’t believe the kind of person I would become if you wanted it

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Every night i miss you worse

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God won’t let me die.

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Sometimes I like to think of a world where it didnt go the way it did, sometimes when I sleep I see that world. The warmth of your hands cupped on my face, I want to die yours my lily.

[Summer breeze journal @muhametMerchant]

I love you,

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I’ve been working myself to the bone until i pass oht on the table everg noght because its the only thing that can distract me worth a damn. I miss you so much and I need you so badly. I’ll be yours. I’m coming for you. I cant not be yours.

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I hope everything is going good for you my love, I adore you so much and miss you more everyday

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Im getting worried, are you okay?

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I worked for the past 24 hours straight im exhausted

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I’ve been working so hard. I miss you so much.

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I will find my way back. I will find my way, I am lost. But I will reach forward nonetheless, even in the dark, I will walk blind with only the hope that I will find light one day, let me step into the belief that I will preserve. For you. Only for you.

[Summer breeze journal @muhametMerchant]

You’re so beautiful my angel

[Summer breeze journal @muhametMerchant]

I miss you so much

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My bestfriend nearlg bad an overdose last night, he was that close to dying, if hed died it would mean i lost the half of my soul that you have and the half that he does.

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From my wind - thank you for this letter, thank you. It helps me so much, always. I love you, I will love you for a very very long time. Thank you for showing me who I am when I am not afraid or fighting. Thank you.

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Its been a month, and all ive done is hurt myself hoping that i can show you i care in that way, but that was selfish. And im sorry. Im going to talk with my family about continuing therapy. Im sorry for being selfish still. I hope you and god can forgive me for it. I love you.