What the actual fucking fuck! F Y too for doing my girl dirty and being selfish. I’m so hurt and disappointed and this showed me that he really doesn’t see me as a person and he hates me. I really don’t know what I expected….
So much has happened. PB? FUCK THAT GUY!!!!! Fuck him and his rudeness and his wacky ass rounds and not wanting to own up to them. Yghhh yuck!!😭😒 fuckkkkk I am actually sooo angry because he is soooo rude. No common decency and could even do the basic aftercare of wiping me??!
It’s been like 20 days no contact with trackstar. Crazy business cause I still think of him heavy and I want to reach out but I can’t handle his rejection, not right now….all I need in this life of sin is to be in his arms again