im in so much pain. sometimes i just wish Allah take me away. like whatever this is. life or whatever. i dont need it anymore. i just wanna be with Allah. Ya Allah, human is so cruel. just take me away. make them regret.
this fucker. i tell u. this fucker. i just wanna go home. dia panjangkan cerita. abeh mintak a hand. jgn babi eh. jgn babi. bodoh jantan smua sama. im so mad. motherfucker lah. sial pukimak. konek simpan lah. bodoh. benci siak lelaki. sumpah. fuck u. cb
idk what kind of test Allah is giving me. it hurts so bad. im hurt so so bad. im just.. if someone who i love the most can replace me easily. please let me be heartless.. please dont let me love again the way i always do. please take back whatever u gave me. idw it anymore.
it seemed like no matter what i did i kept letting people down. i started thinking how everyone’s life would be better without me. And what does that feel like? it feels like nothing. like a deep endless, always blank nothing.
I think it's nice to have someone who's aware of your sensitivity and learns to handle your feelings gently, with patience and care. that's something I crave, especially in this world that so often ignores the complexity of emotions.