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edtwt ✭ 20 & 6’0 ✭ she/her ✭ osfed/bipolar/adhd/ocd ✭ used to be bmi 32.8😵‍💫 ✭ not fatphobic !! NON EDTWT DNI !! priv: @munchingnothing

[vic ★ marge simpson of edtwt @M0NST3REXIC]

"wannarexics" are disordered too because wanting or trying to be anorexic isn't normal behavior

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

back from the dead, but i’m lowkey not even relapsing… i just want harsh motivation. it’s a very slippery slope, but idc!!

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

thinking about how i used to me nearly 50lbs lighter than i am rn. i’m actually a failure!

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

life update: still fat. still not losing weight. still NOT locked in. still eating like a pig.

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

@vialimxic i need to exercise more seriously and add cardio fr. i’ve been doing light weight lifting and that’s it…

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

yea so i’ve been over 200 lbs for months now. just by 3lbs and i can’t seem to shed it off.

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

yea

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

@z0mb4be_ how’d insurance cover it?!

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

see i’ve been overweight majority of my life… ill look like this mo matter what unfortunately. definitely gonna get surgery

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

i hate how much i love food.

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

a moment for the hair color thanks

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

been slowly losing weight without counting cals but i’m having abt 1500 a day… wow! #notdisordedanymore #worstana

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

i want to recover so bad because i’m so sick of hating myself, but i truly never got sick enough and im NOT even remotely skinny

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

haven’t been on active on here bd im so embarrassed of how fat i am!

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

my legs touching sm hurts my feelings

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

@chubbyc4nt literally. like everyday i just sob and want to chop my fat off

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

apparently i don’t want to be skinny bad enough (i keep bingeing) even tho it derails my life everyday that im fat

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

@_str4wberrei sigh i wish i looked as good as u

[mミ☆⋆｡˚ ♱ ⋆｡°✩ @munch4them]

the ana to bed pipeline is not for the weak