You know you're cooked when nothing makes you happy anymore. The things you used to love feel empty, nothing excites you, and you're just existing instead of living.
*engaging in a creative activity that i love and enjoy* FUUUUCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!! FUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!! IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!