don't know who needs to hear this, but start living. the days are flying by, and all you do is work, pay bills, and stress. enjoy what you can - walks, sunsets, music, laughter and nature. joy doesn't have to be expensive. you deserve it.
Imagine being born in a refugee camp, dying in a refugee camp, knowing nothing but oppression and genocide ur whole life and then being called a terrorist for not sitting back and watching western imperialism override ur basic human rights lol