Muskaan.

numb to emotions

[Big Tee @societyhatestee]

you guys ever feel like you just want to disappear? not die.. not commit suicide. but just disappear.

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

Learning to close doors gracefully when they’re not meant for me ✨

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

May we never cross paths ever again. Ameen.

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

Can’t believe I’m saying this but… I’ve started to hate you.

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

I finally accepted that you aren’t mine & you never will be.

[stressed @onlystresstoday]

detach. let it end. accept the situation. move on.

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

Never read the same book twice because you already know the ending 🤷‍♀️

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

you closed the chapter, i burned the book.

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

How do i even deal with this pain

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I don’t feel like meeting anyone I don’t feel like talking to anyone im losing myself

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

I can’t… do.. this… anymore…..

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

I’m 23, I’ve lost more than 50 people in my life & it never affected me because I’ve made myself so strong. But you? Losing you broke me,killed me,destroyed me. Ya rab, I can’t even explain….

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

Literally hugged my mom yesterday crying telling her I can’t deal with this pain anymore.

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

I’m just done, done trying to make you understand, done calling you, done texting you, done crying till I can’t breathe. I’m just so done…

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

الله يرحمني

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

اللَّهُمَّ رَحْمَتَكَ أَرْجُو فَلَا تَكِلْنِي إِلَى نَفْسِي طَرْفَةَ عَيْنٍ وَ��َصْلِحْ لِي شَأْنِي كُلَّهُ لَا إِلَهَ إِلَا أَنْتَ

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

I DONT WANT THIS HEART OH MY GOD.

[Muskaan. @muskaansadiq7]

Took my phone out & opened our chat to text you but then I remembered there’s no “us” :)