musp

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17 and 25 are useless ages.

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When the person you wronged at 17 is the person you wish that you could be honest with.

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Something changes when you're kept from sleeping for an entire year.

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She left me alone and I tried to ignore it. When my moped was stolen, that's when I started to lose it.

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Living without recourse. I never made plans for this part of my life.

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You know when you're ready. It isn't unpleasant, it doesn't feel like a loss.

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When the hunger ceases and your delusions fade. Hope-delusion.

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Something changes when you lose your desire.

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It might has well be two years ago.

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Your thoughts become well worn pathways. A marked discontinuity between the days.

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When you're alone for any extended period of time, the world becomes ever increasingly static.

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Sleep has always been an issue. 26-28 hour days. 18-20 hours awake, 8-9 asleep. Shifting around the clock from day to day.

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I hated Mega Man as a kid, but, I want to play Mega Man 9.

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She disgusted me but I slept with her anyway. She was raped a year ago and hadn't let anyone touch her since.

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I want to fuck everyone. Nearly. I only speak to those I have no sexual attraction to. This has festered.

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I wake up each day and think to myself: "How the hell am I going to fill 18 hours?"

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When I'm alone, without moorings, I'm adrift within my own mind. I wander through the throngs of people as if they're specters.

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I've lived alone for six years now. People make me uncomfortable. Not their presence. When I feel like I have a purpose I can get lost.

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"Suicidal ideation"

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It's laziness, most of it. Or.. (I liked how she only used two periods in her ellipses.)