Taz.

It gets easier, everyday it gets easier, you just have to do it everyday.

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I know if I'm haunting you, you must be haunting me.

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Feelings are dumb af Jesus

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I think this might just be my fuck feelings area. I’ve spent so long trying to find this love I deserved and never have gotten it. I’m done feeling like this.

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However something in this breakdown made me realize that I will settle for no less then I deserve in any situation every again. She a sad bitch, she a bad bitch, and if you want her to be your bitch, you better work bitch. 🤣🤣

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That awkward moment when you realized that you didn’t cut yourself, dye your hair black, leave your job and go on a two day bender with no sleep cause you where “having a good time.” Idk how these manic episodes slip past me as often as they do.

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Unpopular option: it’s not gonna be ok.

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It’s gonna be gone soon. I know. What do we do? Enjoy it.

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I just stare at her. Trying to understand what she had I didn’t. And stare in the mirror wondering why I’m not worth staying.

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Loosing grant broke my brain so hard my brain can’t remember him right and that’s it’s own extra kinda of heart break.

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I wanna feel that starved for you kinda passion again. My souls empty.

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My sister just called her baby a “slimy bitch” and then said here and handed him to me. She’s got me weak.

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I hope so.

[QUOTES @TeenagerBook]

Be patient 🕊

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@yourpiggy537748 Dms

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When I fantasize about suicide one of the reasons I give myself that it may be rational is that it’s unlikely I’ll ever own an otter. 🦦

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I don’t wanna have bad brain no more.

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I’m really really not well rn.

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Idk if I know anything about myself anymore. Or if I ever did.

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Don’t tell mom I was getting hot, at the neighbors spot doing something unholy.

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My head is all made of Mumbo Jumbo.

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My brain has been arguing with itself none fucking stop for 14 years. I’m tired. How do you end the war?

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I’m so overwhelmed and confused. About everything. Fuuuuuuuuck.