@LondonCRiver i’ve had to unfollow some adult industry personalities due to how annoying and ignorant their posting was. your political posting is refreshing
i thought you were gonna be my momma no matter what… even you said it was so much more than any of the play aspects, i felt deeply bonded to you. there’s this phantom limb sensation where i immediately assume im still yours in some way but you then it snaps to that i’m just not
i hope Momma realizes that was the last little whimper before i shut down again. i’ll never leave her i’ll just have to be a lil less emotionally available until im not a crying toddler in my head
“your mine baby and this is what happens when you let people try to take you from me. Momma will treat her right just like i do you baby” she has her over later that day and you get locked in your cages and gagged. you try to whine and make yourself heard but she closes the door
thinking of telling Momma someone else is interested in me and that im thinking of giving it a shot only for her tell me no. Being told im not allowed to leave her even if she didn’t need me. Getting messages from the other person cause now Momma is messaging them
and showing them all the things i’ve said or shown her. Nothing but disgust from the new person left towards you. a week or so goes by and Momma shows you a picture of the other girl an intimate shot she never sent you ofc. Momma then teases you for how quickly she forgot you.
trying to move on from you feels like stabbing myself in the heart. I don’t understand love well but i know it’s real with her and i’ve never felt that before. it’s feels like im betraying the only persons who has ever made me feel loved and valued. Momma knows i won’t leave