muttsie

hey guys #whatsup this is my secret #shedtwt acc because i'm bored and maybe i'm finally skinny enough to post on here ayyyyyyy

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PINNED POST YAY hey guys it's muttstep yeah from insta (banned at 13k rip) or tiktok or tumblr or whatever ANYWAYS !!!! info ab me
trigger warning for eating disorder and self harm content (prolly mostly the former)
cw in location !!
gw: 83.5 or something like that idk
5'4 or 5'5

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been trying to be normal ab food lately but it's grossing me out and i long to feel clean..:.. anyways. work breakfast.

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beautiful thing about long distance gf sleeping over tn is that im too excited to even consider eating

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weighed in at 101.8 lb gotta get back to those sweet sweet double digits

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food has been grossing me out in general the past few days idk.... breakfast can be purple cotton candy alani and blue razz flavored air

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@dvst2d0ve OKAY !!!! were pretty comfortable during my shift!! (dont wear them as long as i did lmao apparently its not good 4 u)

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finally acquired ankle weights lets fucking goooooo

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okay so im no longer clean from purging greatttttt greatgreatgreat

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im like mostly clean from purging i dont actually care because its not that serious to me and if i can put it in i should be able to take it out but yay for my health i suppose

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i was normal enough that i gained some weight and hopefully im not putting too much stress on my organs idk its fine anyways i wanna feel clean again

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@ghostedscars @Crushstars1029 @ang3lk31 @httpsdreamlan @sugarcoatedopal @pervyuyu @k6k3r4 @irldaisyrandone @dollettesighs @his_angel_only @Human_F4ilure MMMMWAh

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okay i think i'm back

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okay 🫩🫩 gotta eat normal until my body decides to go back to functioning correctly 🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩 if i dont post for a hot minute fear not i'll be back i'll just be feeling like a fatass in the mean time

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@gackts_flipflop hello i kinda spam sometimes oops

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thigh gap kinda lacking but thats okay because it means i can wear a baggy tee and not get too many ed accusations

my knees arent uneven i swear im just sitting weird in this 😭😭

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okay 100c smoothie we're on track yayyyyyy

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okay i had like. a controlled binge (?) last night where i decided to eat real food so i wouldnt be a zombie meeting my someone who i haven't seen in a while. didnt count but i had some chips and dip and stuffed peppers. and im not gonna kill myself over it im NOT

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considering "binging" on my healthy protein ed snacks what do normal people eat idk what normal eating would even be

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@bayharborspence YAYYYYY IM SO PROUD OF U

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i feel sick is this too high it feels too high im gonna lose it IM GONNA LOSE IT

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@winonawreckage no its just a round scab on my back idk where the fuck it got summoned from i didnt even notice hurting it somehow

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i discovered a scab on my spine how the fuck did that happen ? like ik u start getting bruises and stuff when ur bones get close to ur skin but how the fuck did i rub the skin that raw