I miss eating like a fat bitch without a care in the world. I miss having cheesy pasta, I miss cereals, I miss drinking iced lattes and hot chocolate without trying to make it as low cal as possible, I miss eating out with friends and family without having to plan it beforehand
do yall ever frequently go through
"i love my body"
"i hate my body"
"my bodys fine i look thinner than my actual weight"
"im so fucking fat why can i die"
"fuck this disorder im gonna eat this"
"FUCK MY LIFE WHY'D I EAT THAT"