mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt

any pronouns | shtwt dont report just block | over 18 | recovery

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

About me:

Hi im 18 and new to #shtwt
Please dont report, just block if uncomfortable!

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

nothing is getting better, i wanna die so bad

#shtwt #suicidetwt #bpdtwt #988twt

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

I just cant get over them... HOW
MAKE IT STOP

#bpdtwt #shtwt #suicidetwt

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

I had a dream tonight that me and my ex got back together... its been 6 months since he broke up. WHEN DOES IT STOP?!

#shtwt #988twt #suicidetwt #bpdtwt

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

the fact that there's someone out there walking around with all my secrets, have seen every bit of me and knows all my insecurities is really bothering me

#shtwt #bpdtwt #988twt

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

chat be honest, is it shit?
first time writing :(

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

other thigh
#shtwt #988twt

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

I hate how good that felt
Also i'm a little drunk rn

#relapse #shtwt #988twt

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

really wanna die but i dont have the balls to do it
#suicidetwt #shtwt #bpdtwt

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

I hate being alive, its just not worth it

#shtwt #suicidetwt #988twt #bpdtwt

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

I wish I wouldn't be so scared to kms #suicidetwt

[jay_pony (˃ᆺ˂) @pony_luvrr]

researching for school vs researching suicide attempt ideas
#suicidetwt

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

I hate this fucking disorder, cant it just finally kill me?!

#bpd #suicidetwt

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

being dead sounds so peaceful

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

when are we gonna stop pretending that being alive is great?!

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

therapy is taking too long, give me a gun

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

what do I have to take to stop feeling like that?

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die

[mx.4 | shtwt | bpdtwt @mxo_04]

the breakup was 5 months ago and i still cant stop thinking about him daily... i truly wanna die
#bpdtwt #bpd #shtwt #988twt #suicidetwt