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I don’t look like my avi anymore because of the weight gain and I’m freaking out 😩

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I miss when people noticed my weight loss. I’m on a mission to find that again

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I am so afraid of food these days

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Chicken freaks me out and I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to get over it

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Update: still sick and starting my fast today. I’m only about 2 hours in and my bf left to go out of town this morning so I’ll be at home all weekend avoiding food 😁

[areesha :/ @swiftlyfasting]

yes i'm anorexic. yes i love food. yes i'm fat. no i didn't ask. no idc

[ʚ ᴀʀɪᴀ ɞ @noeatingar1a]

"have you eaten something today?🥺”

yeah, stop reminding me.

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Can I do a 72 hour fast even though I haven’t fasted in years??🧐

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I’m sick rn but also want to fast. My bf is going out of town for the weekend and I think it’s a good time to start fasting again. Going to try not to eat til Monday. Wish me luck 🤞🏻

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It’s because I’ve been crying

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I can’t breathe

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I can allow myself to cry without judgment. I am stronger than the pull of my old habits, and even though the pain is real, I’m proud of myself for choosing to heal and for refusing to go back to that dark place and give into old habits.

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My cheeks burn with the salt of my tears, and I remind myself that I’ve overcome so much before—this moment will pass too.

I close my eyes and focus on my breathing, slowly inhaling and exhaling as I’ve learned. It’s difficult, but I know I have choices.

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The tears stream down my face, and I feel lost, unsure of what to do. In the past, I would turn to self-harm, cutting and finding twisted comfort in the release it brought. But I don’t want to be that person anymore.

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Am I the only one who has this problem? This is a new one for me😅

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I was going to read before bed but I drank 4mg of TCH from Nowadays (after having a few alcoholic beverages) so now I’m too relaxed to read haha I can barely keep my eyes open 😅 let alone, hold my phone up to read off of 😭

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I’m a fat lard now and I miss people noticing my weight loss

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I will do whatever it takes to get thin. I did it once before and I can do it again 😁

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@lunaisstarvingg That’s the sweetest thing!!