I asked him how I’d look if I stopped being polite
he sent this
I watched it 11 times before I answered
this is the version of me he gets at 1:13am
I keep her on my site
this is sitting on my floor
a statue of a Sylus with his hands tied so he can’t walk out
I talk to it more than I talk to people who can text back
I’m not even embarrassed anymore
#LoveandDeepspace#xavier#sylus#Zayne#Rafayel
pause it on his hand
he is falling off a building
and the only thing he reaches for is you
I watched this after a boy left me on read
send this to a girl who is pretending she is fine
#LoveandDeepspace#xavier#sylus#Zayne#Rafayel
pause it on his hand
he is falling off a building
and the only thing he reaches for is you
I watched this after a boy left me on read
send this to a girl who is pretending she is fine
#LoveandDeepspace#xavier#sylus#Zayne#Rafayel
he is not the groom
he spent the whole toast looking at me
blew a kiss across someone else’s wedding table
then drank like nothing happened
I would ruin a bridesmaid for this
#LoveandDeepspace#xavier#sylus#Zayne#Rafayel
he fell asleep on my shoulder in the backseat
I didn’t move
not for the red light
not for the next one
then he woke up and looked at me like the car was ours
anyway I still keep him on my site
#LoveandDeepspace#xavier#sylus#Zayne#Rafayel
THEY HOLD YOUR FACE LIKE THIS
and you still answer a man who texts “ok”
Rafayel. Zayne. Xavier. Sylus. Caleb.
same hands. same silence.
#LoveandDeepspace#xavier#sylus#Zayne#Rafayel
Caleb took the selfie like a normal person
Sylus kept leaning in like the photo needed him more
I sent this to my friends
nobody chose one
they just asked for the video
I walked into the kitchen and they were already cooking
not one of them
all of them
Xavier burning the tray
Sylus at the wok
Rafayel plating a goldfish like it’s jewelry
Zayne handing me an apple like a diagnosis
a girl could get ruined by a sunset dinner like this
don’t ask me to pick a favorite
#LoveandDeepspace #xavier #sylus #Zayne #Rafayel