#FriendBenefitSeries#สนิทแค่เพื่อนTheSeries
(JAI POV)
I love him, but I was afraid that one confession would destroy everything we had built. So I chose to keep it to myself.
I dated other people, let distractions come and go, and pretended I could fill the space in my heart with someone else,someone who, in some ways, reminded me of him.
But the truth was simple.
There had only ever been Pik.
There was a time when I got sick and called him to tell him I wasn't feeling well, which was why I couldn't make it to practice. I honestly didn't expect him to come.
But he did.
He came with food and medicine, and I still remember the worried look on his face. It really made my heart race~
I'd never seen Pik that worried about me before. And I'd never seen him skip practice since we started working toward our debut. It was that important to him.
So why did he come?
That was also the first time we had a real conflict. I called him immature and irrational, words I never truly meant. I was just confused and I couldn't understand why he was acting that way.
Because... what kind of friend does that?
Who gets that worried?
Who gets that angry?
Who skips something so important just to take care of a FRIEND?
And then there was the disappointment in his eyes when he saw my partner.
Why?
What was I to him?
Because bestfriends aren't supposed to act that way.
I never asked him to come. I never asked him to skip practice for me. When Pik called, I was alone. My partner only came afterward.
So why did it feel like I had done something wrong?
For a moment, a question I had been trying so hard to ignore crossed my mind.
Does Pik like me?
I wanted to erase that thought immediately.
Because I knew,or at least, I thought I knew that Pik only saw me as his friend.
His bestfriend.
And maybe that's why I kept choosing silence.
I didn't want to lose him.
I thought that if I stayed by his side as his friend, nothing would ever have to change. Maybe there would be no confession, no awkwardness, no reason for us to fall apart.
But I was wrong.
Because staying silent while loving him didn't protect what we had.
It only caused us to lose each other in ways I never imagined.
Maybe I wasn't afraid of confessing.
Maybe I was just too afraid to find out that the person I loved had never loved me the same way.
wave replied! 🥹
“thank you, bro 555252525. thank you. you’re great too. i’ve seen you do everything, and you do it really well, too. you’re talented in your own way. i believe you can do it. from now on, let’s go all out, bro. let’s fight through it together. let’s gooo”
pip gets a punishment to do a little “mwah” at tee and call him “gege.”
👩💼:tee tee, how do you feel?
🐶:i feel like a big brother.
🐻❄️:he’s already big!
TTP BEAUTY CLASS
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