i find it extremely embarrassing that i wasn’t like exposed to porn and shit by somebody older than me or something like i just found it out by myself and got addicted to it and ruined myself basically
You dont realize how bad your trauma is until you talk about like surface level one of the mildest bad things to happen to you and people immediately want to kill that person
aftoncest was my first [and literally only] favorite type of [fictional] incest
like i really watched this and was like “wait i kinda like this , i want more”
being undiagnosed while knowing there is something wrong with you but you cant say 'oh yeah im autistic' 'yeah i have depression' because then youre a self-diagnosing attention seeker who uses buzzwords is a different kind of pain
okay so i deleted that tweet i know i know deleting it does nothing something something the internet is forever but the amount of attention it got was unexpected and it scared me
*scrolls* man i wish i drew like that... *scrolls* man i wish i drew like that... *scrolls* man i wish i drew like that... *scrolls* man i wish i drew like that... *scrolls* man i wish i drew like that...
i have a really hard time expressing my feelings and talking to people in real life with the amount of times i’ve told somebody something and it got taken completely out of control. then they wonder why i don’t talk to people about how i feel.
im such an example of “fiction affects reality only if you let it” it’s gen embarrassing. because why am i obsessed w fictional incest and rape but then going against “darkshippers” like bro those are your siblings😭😭⁉️ wish i didnt get a phone so young