myk 🕷️

#edtwt
not promoting, just want a safe place to share my journey 🖤
(_ _).｡o○ cw: 60kg | gw: 50kg

[myk 🕷️ @mykuwang]

🖤 may accountability thread .ᐟ⋆

[۶ৎ L mia pro (2,8/32) @skinnyshizuku]

this needs to be me by january

[myk 🕷️ @mykuwang]

i feel so fuckin pathetic i’m hear crying on the kitchens floor, just ate a bag of chips without looking at the back of the bag or i would cry and crash out
i hate being in that state, i hate having to struggle with my body 24/7, feeling so unlovable and stupid

[myk 🕷️ @mykuwang]

mia is my worst enemy

[myk 🕷️ @mykuwang]

all i need is to be skinny or to have a gun rn

[ִֶָ🪽་༘ @stupidfaknloser]

how i want everyone to react when i walk in a room

[myk 🕷️ @mykuwang]

#omad after fasting for 24 hours yup

[myk 🕷️ @mykuwang]

my fav just got fired from his group but at least i won’t be hungry for a while

[sade 🪽 @lovvesade]

when you lost the weight but now you gotta maintain it

[myk 🕷️ @mykuwang]

that’s why i love summer food #mealspo

[eva @dollsnings]

i can’t wait to look this skinny

[yaya ( 0/7kg ) @kiyecng]

looking up the calories AFTER its in my tummy

[myk 🕷️ @mykuwang]

i’m not retrictive enough these days ughhhhh

[myk 🕷️ @mykuwang]

i feel so big rn

[myk 🕷️ @mykuwang]

#lunch ≈70c

[myk 🕷️ @mykuwang]

“omg you look so good now, youve lost weight again haven’t you??”

idk if i should take it as compliment or not cuz i feel like my efforts paid off but at the same time can we just not always mention my weight…. every summer it’s the same shit when i get to see my family

[Pistachio @Fisticutz]

@sweetxdessert you do know that nutritional value matters much more than calories, right?

[myk 🕷️ @mykuwang]

this is a real struggle !!! i grew up in a family where you HAD to eat everything in your plate otherwise you wouldn’t leave the table
as i grew up i always felt like i had to finish my food all the time, and i still do
+ having ed doesn’t help lmao

[lynn ୨ৎ @omadlynn]

when i realize i dont have to finish all the food on my plate and i can stop whenever i want

[˚˖𓍢🪷 Arty ! ✧˚ harm reduction ¿ .🦢⋆ @artysbones]

“I’M NEVER EATING EVER AGAIN I’M SUCH A FAT ASS OMG” me an hour later