⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧

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‌‌fatphobes/pro-eds get ur ugly face off my acc ‹𝟹

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

@loveforlife45 heyyy yes im fine sorryyyy omg i forgot to reply😭😭 are u ok? how are u doing?

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

always too much for him

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

@heaven0cals UR OK OH MY GOD I WAS SO SCARED DID UR TELEGRAM GOT HACKED?

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

wow hi im alive

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

@heaven0cals OH MY GOD CHERRY

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

why do i feel like it's the end. i dont wanna soread negativity but i just feel bad in my gut. i never felt like i'd pass the age 22 anyways, like that feeling was constant for some reason. sorry if this sounds so fucked up i needed to get it out ... im probably gonna ba fine tho

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

ive taken more before, but idk why im so scared of not breathing if i sleep it wont happen i know but the anxiety is not letting me sleep

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

nothing's working

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

i feel so bad

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

i hate this i hate everything abt this

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

fuck it im taking my pill this shit is not getting better and im scared for my life and no one is here thqti can talk to i dont even wanna talk abt it

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

my brain is on fire again, i feel like im having an panic attack but nothing is showing, i feel so restless and shaky i NEED to get out of my body. i feel like i can punch a wall and not feel anything rn.
the air feels like it lacks any oxygen. i dont feel safe w myself at all

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

i literally have no emotional outle rn and i feel like im hoing crazy...again

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

and then they're mad when i tell them I KNOW GOING TO GRANDMA'S NOT GOOD FOR KE THEY TELL ME IM WRONG I FUCKING KNOW MYSELF I KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN WHY DONT U JUST LISTEN TO ME

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

i can't shout i can't cry i can't pace around my room and start blabbing shit just to getbit off myself so all i can do it write but it's not helping much. this is worse than a psych ward. i wanna go home.

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

please god im begging you how much suffering do you think i can endure? pls stop this pls im begging

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

i don't feel safe

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

it's 2am how am i supposed to deal w this until morning

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

fuck it's happening again please not here not now please

[⭒Tsu ִֶָ‌🫧 @myoxc]

i wole up and i feel so restless my whole body's shaking