Bbyang⁷💜; XO🫶🗝

Bias: 🐱 & 🐈⬛ | OT7 | ⟭⟬ & ᴇɴ⁃ ONLY | she/her

[Bbyang⁷💜; XO🫶🗝 @myrckstrchicjay]

Before logging out, i just want to say that the photo below was the day i promised to myself that i will trust them and support them no matter what. They've been my second solace after my ult grp. I found peace and comfort on them too.

[ENHYPEN @ENHYPEN_members]

#Always_together

[Bbyang⁷💜; XO🫶🗝 @myrckstrchicjay]

I just knew they'll be so BIGGGG

[Bbyang⁷💜; XO🫶🗝 @myrckstrchicjay]

Medyo malayo sakin kasi nasa bleachers ako pero nung nagcart sila kay sunoo talaga tumutok ang mata ko🥲 malayo pa yon pano kung malapitan🥹

[mai @sunwongf_]

genuinely curious, kanino yung may "wow" factor talaga na member nung nakita nyo sila face to face? like walang bias bias ganon HAHAHAHHA

pero ako kay jake grabe 😓 nabigla ako sobrang liit ng mukha nya as in nakatulala lang ako the whole moment na nasa harap namin sya....

[BTS_official @bts_bighit]

[#슈가생일ㅊㅋ]
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Congratulations!
Happy SUGA Day 💜
(https://t.co/Z67vc2d3o1)

#슈가 #SUGA #윤기생일ㅊㅋ #아기힙합전사AgustD #이렇게귀여울슈가

[Bbyang⁷💜; XO🫶🗝 @myrckstrchicjay]

Hanggang ngayon rinig na rinig ko pa yang LED truck ni jongseong😭😭😭 what if gamitin natin yan as a way of promotion sa next cb nila i mean in diff places naman malay niyo makahatak ng public din hahahahaha🤣

[Bbyang⁷💜; XO🫶🗝 @myrckstrchicjay]

@adorblhee VERY TRUEE YUNG GUSTO KO MARINIG YUNG SINASABI NILA PERO DI KO NAIINTINDIHAN KASI PURO TILI HUHU

[Ahj ✪ is seeing BTS 🕺 @DealwithAhjiii]

[Long post ahead] 

So… where do I even start? Hmm.. this is something only a single person in stantwt (until now so I’m guessing a lot of you are surprised. heh) and my immediate family knows coz I’m not a big fan of the idea of other people feeling sorry for me and for my uh… situation but Enhypen made me at ease to do it—them, my comfort.

I met them in my darkest times aka the moment I learned that I am sick. One day I’m doing just fine like any other folks my age, striving for a solid future and working hard on my field like I always do but then the next day.. my life took a turn in a direction where that said future starts to get blurry. 

It felt like my whole world came to a full-stop. I detached myself from everyone and everything as the medications, hospital visits and procedures started.  And with those mentioned things, you’re bound to get tired, weak and feel helpless. The once extrovert, enthusiastic and outgoing Ahj turned into a pessimist and temperamental person. 

Even my ever so supportive family is already having a hard time because of me and despite all their efforts to keep me afloat.. I’m slowly sinking but just when I’m about to drown.. I found them. 

My perfect distraction, at best that’s what they are to me at first.

Watching their contents and listening to their music not only kept me entertained but somewhere in between, they sparked a hope in me and from thereon I decided to live—still live despite the ‘setback’ I was given to. 

Bit by bit, I caught a ray of light enough to continue where I left off. That beautiful distraction remolded the dot into a semicolon and ultimately gave me the push to be braver. 

I started to fight.. with full force this time and that made all the difference because just recently, I am now on partial remission (complete remission next?) and I just know, even my loved ones; that Enha played a big part in it and I don’t know how I can ever repay them for that. 

And so, from seeing them personally for the first time in BYS funmeet and every single visit they do here in the Philippines that I make a point attending to, I’ve been contemplating to let them know how much they mean to me.. how they saved me in more ways than one but I always feel hesitant or maybe too shy to do it.

Honestly, that’s also the case for yesterday in #WALKTHELINE_IN_BULACAN but I badly want to give the credit where it’s due so I gathered all my courage and wrote down this banner last minute, I’m even positive that there’s only a slight chance that it’ll be noticed in a pool of thousands of people inside the stadium but like a miracle that Enhypen is to me.. it was shown on the screen.

I got so startled that I covered my face with it and started tearing up behind it but with a contented heart this time because finally even though there’s a slim chance that they (our sevEN) saw it, I’m more than happy to let the world know how these seven amazing guys is literally saving lives, I just know that  there’s a lot of other people out there like me. 

“Thank you” is such a modest word to use for you my solace. And for that, all I can do is to promise that I’ll support you forever. As much as I can.. as long as I’m still here in this world living the bonus life you led me to live.

I’ll always be your Engene who will dash towards success with the fuel you’ve given me since day one. Mahal ko kayo ng sobra at maraming salamat @ENHYPEN_members ❤️‍🩹

[ribersongg | fan account @ribersongg]

FILO-ENGENES SINGING BITE ME SO LOUD?

I MISS THIS #WALKTHELINE_IN_BULACAN

[Bbyang⁷💜; XO🫶🗝 @myrckstrchicjay]

AKO NA PURO YES😭😭

[‎ ً @pocketzgallery]

FILO ENGENES XO FANCHANT WAS SO LOUD

can i kiss you? YES
can i hug you? YES
would you kiss me? MWAH

#WALKTHELINE_IN_BULACAN

[‎ ً @pocketzgallery]

FILO ENGENES XO FANCHANT WAS SO LOUD

can i kiss you? YES
can i hug you? YES
would you kiss me? MWAH

#WALKTHELINE_IN_BULACAN

[Bbyang⁷💜; XO🫶🗝 @myrckstrchicjay]

Eto ba ung pcd na sinasabi nila😭😭😭 NAMIMISS KO NA KAYO ENHYPEN

[en @EN_archives]

YOU DID WELL, JUNGWON
YOU DID WELL, HEESEUNG
YOU DID WELL, JAY
YOU DID WELL, JAKE
YOU DID WELL, SUNGHOON
YOU DID WELL, SUNOO
YOU DID WELL, NI-KI

YOU DID WELL, OUR BELOVED ENHYPEN.
#WALKTHELINE_IN_BULACAN

[Bbyang⁷💜; XO🫶🗝 @myrckstrchicjay]

Ang linolook forward na lang this week ay concert please lang pagod na ako sa work🥲

[nia @enhaonlywon]

this daesang is album of the year and it's not about voting pls keep that in mind :)