@EarthwormJones@TMZ It's the absolute worst. My dad passed from Alzheimer's last June. He didn't know me for the last 2 years+. He thought I was a fishing or hunting friend.
I'm tired man.
So fucking tired.
My soul is tired.
I,ve lost motivation, I wake up everyday to fight the same battle in my head.
It’s exhausting.
Hugs to anyone else going through this dark patch.
@Idarabasimi You said 4 people were going. So you'd miss your brother's wedding for a CHANCE at a huge raise. Maybe if the raise were guaranteed. What if you go and miss the wedding and don't get fast tracked?