But everyone knows the incredibly overused ‘definition’ of insanity, attributed to Einstein, of doing the same things over and over while expecting a different result. Call me ‘crazy’. I just hope, as always, I haven’t hurt you irreparably. 😢🌹
But I guess I’ve got some kind of fear or vanity that makes me resist it for myself. Thinking I’ll figure something out that’ll magically fix things. All while the same destructive behaviors repeat again and again.
I know I have to get professional help. I’ve said it before but what I can’t remember is if I’ve confessed to being a hypocrite about meds. I say, and believe, that it’s great that people get that kind of treatment. 🙏
I’m sorry if I screw things up. I’m trying to do things the right way for you. I know it’s a different situating than I’m used to. Unfortunately, I’m book smart but completely devoid of common sense. Please (koala) bear with me. 🌹
@jamesjammcmahon Talk away, brother. You’ll never hear any complaints from me. I can’t say that I know how hard it is, but I know it must be, and I respect your courage immensely. 💪❤️