i just really want to love someone but i’m looking for that very specific feeling. i love people in general.
for me to fall for someone right now i have to feel that cliché spark - or whatever the fuck it is that used to make my heart squeeze up and burst into glitter.
sometimes the purpose u spent a portion of your soul working towards disappears - vanishes in a symphony of impressionable disaster. and yet you keep going. because you know nothing else.