i dunno. i guess i realized im not getting any younger and i just want to feel secure. i just want the assurance that im not wasting my twenties on something that isn't sure about me. i dont wanna be a placeholder. i dont wanna build a man for another woman.
i've only realized this today but maybe??? one of the reasons why i feel so stuck teaching is becos every year i witness another batch of students move up and move out and I'm just there watching their lives pass me by while im still there, still in the same place???
I know that there’s no real difference between today and tomorrow but damn if i’m not a slut for the symbolism of it all! a blank page! a fresh start!! new year new me!!!!
this is your reminder to start slow and gradually lean into consistency rather than to change your entire life one fine day. you don't have to make a drastic change just because it's a new year. take it step by step. please avoid burnout ♡ wishing you all the best!!