things have been getting bag again... not in regards of food or weight of such, but i've been in a terrible state of mind and i didn't ever think i'd be back here
If you look at my desk, I have a diet coke can, a cup of chia water and a black coffee... does it scream disordered to you? Or i am just trying to hard?
Last week I got a gym membership and I really want to be consistent, but I have no idea where to begin.
Does anyone have a good beginner-friendly gym routine you could share?
+ and way chubbier than I did that itβs taking a toll on me.
Right now I just wish I could do better and be better and everything would fall into place. Idk what Iβm doing tho or how Iβm surviving but itβs brought me here so it should be enough, right? I should keep on going.
I think the last time I was consistent here was around dec. 2023β¦ which is over a year ago. Iβve been looking at old tweets and old photos and my life has took such a horrible turn.
Iβm close to 28 and I donβt starve myself anymore (but I have terrible eating habits) +
+ feel like we should be over by now.
I moved with my dad and I live in a two bed, two bath apartment along with him and my three siblings. I hate my job and I hate my boss but Iβm in debt and I canβt quit.
I never wouldβve called myself beautiful but now I look way worse +