I am 30
My 20s were devoted to competition. Learning about myself through this avenue came with extremes, but ultimately I am grateful
The person I am today wants to be great at many things. I want to be a wonderful friend and family member, because the friends and family that I have are wonderful. I want to be a great entertainer and push myself to excel in things that might not come naturally to me.
And without losing sight of any of that, I want to be the greatest person to ever touch Melee. I've learned that I'm someone who wants it all.
From my most recent video:
This is how I would break down video games. The center which holds micro, meso and macro is where the biggest competitive esport games clusters.
WTF timeline are we on. Someone called me the MAGA whisperer and I’ll gladly take the title. Left, right, D or R we all want the same things. We’re being divided on purpose by the Epstein Elite Oligarch class because as long as we’re at each other’s throats, they get fat and rich off of our misery. The second we figure out we agree on more than we disagree, they’re done. Love your neighbor. Be yourself. Radical honesty. No fucks given, no fucks taken. Everything else is just noise. (But still fuck Jake “Brick Tamland” Tapper on any time line)
Hopefully Victor Wembanyama knows that if he loses in the Finals at 22 years old, he will no longer be eligible to ever be considered better than Michael Jordan.
gooning is not just jerking off and shooting cum out of your dick, it’s following that egirl who doesn’t know you exist. it’s triple texting that girl who only replies when the other dude is being dry. it’s letting yourself gradually become your relationship. all of these corrupt
gooning is not just sexual, it’s telling people your plans instead of acting on them. it's being hesitant and waiting instead of being decisive and mobile. sometimes it's skipping the gym when you told yourself you'd go, and other times it's patting yourself on the back for hitting the gym when you're neglecting everything else
gooning is wasting time rotting your neurotransmitters on your phone scrolling other people's thoughts instead of speaking your own. gooning is needing to put on the attack on titan soundtrack to brush your teeth in the morning. gooning is getting an anal prolapse because you ruptured your pelvic floor sitting on the toilet too long watching mr. beast videos. gooning is having nothing to do yet still failing to get to bed on time
gooning will cloud your mind, gooning will repel fortune, gooning will make you ugly if not in your body then in your soul. gooning will leave you wondering how you wasted another day, and why every single day you can remember before went the exact same way
sometimes you will mess up, sometimes you will betray yourself, but you are lucky; time is linear and the past will never exist again. at every present moment you are at the beginning of your future and as long as in your heart of hearts you vow to do better for your only self, move forward without the weight shame slowing you down