n00b

[n00b @nOn00bz]

the absolute legend that I am

at every turn, every chapter

I conquered fear and chaos

and did what nobody else had the balls to do

if I die today

I die shining in spiritual honor

of undeniable integrity & self respect

The promise I made to myself never broke

& never will.

[n00b @nOn00bz]

I only self harm in ways that leave no scars.
i enjoy killing myself slowly.
nobody knows.
i have nothing left.
i have nobody left.
I give up.
soon i will overdose by choice
i had fun thank you.

[n00b @nOn00bz]

why gamble with hearts you cant afford to lose

[n00b @nOn00bz]

theres a man in me, he only shows up when I call him
hes very kind, and hes very calculated.
hes very confident and very percise
he exudes a will of immense strength
yet harmless and logical.
hes the leader of the people
positive and hopeful.

God I wish I could be like him...

[n00b @nOn00bz]

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[n00b @nOn00bz]

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[n00b @nOn00bz]

stand guard when arrogance comes knocking at the door when you're successful

[n00b @nOn00bz]

not everyone can be a hero.
but if you are given the chance to, will you try?

[n00b @nOn00bz]

the bigger the man, the smaller the obstacles appear.

and the bigger obstacles you overcome,
the bigger the man you become.

thats why everything I look at
is little to me.
in comparison to the giant that I am.

[n00b @nOn00bz]

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[n00b @nOn00bz]

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[n00b @nOn00bz]

the sands of time are filled with body's
of all the ppl who told me they loved me

they said i love you like an oath
turns out that's the perfect hoax

Disguised as words you shouldn't waste
it sits somewhere in a landfill and waits

[n00b @nOn00bz]

and here i am ashamed
‘cause i said i love you at the costume party
and i came dressed as myself

[n00b @nOn00bz]

I’m like a rubber band until you pull too hard
come watch me fall apart!
see me snap and see me break
my life is a comedic balloon pop
watch my flame wither and burn out
hear of the silence of empty applause
dont look away
watch me die
and witness a man who bleeds.
who loved.

[n00b @nOn00bz]

the devil never looks away
at the gruesome atrocities we do
at the filthy pussing lies that ooze from our lips
at the vile darkest secrets
he breathes in the sickening foul must of ourselves
he takes it all in and never forgets.

[n00b @nOn00bz]

like a vapor only I can see
a ghost always present but never there
What haunts us is rarely a ghost;
its the death of somthing that is still alive.
whose footsteps still stomp floors
somewhere out there in the silence

[n00b @nOn00bz]

I dived as deep as I could
into the deepness in my chest.

Like an ocean without a shore.

Like a sea without a floor.

but when I finally turned the tap on...

it was only a drop.

like a well dried up.

like there was nothing left.

[n00b @nOn00bz]

if you lend money to a friend and he dies
which one would you want back?

[n00b @nOn00bz]

If you lend money to a friend, you either lose the money, or lose a friend

[n00b @nOn00bz]

The parasite of spirit finds its feast in the wounds of the kind hearted