naa maba yube

mooo 🐈

[naa maba yube @naafastub]

Alhamdulilah ya Allah makasihh gak jadi daftar mandiri 🥹

[ega @fluoxetan]

gimana ya cara ngejelasin kalau kita tuh emotionally unavailable and easily socially overwhelmed karena sensory issues. gak ada niat gak menghargai atau nganggep orang gak penting. i just genuinely get exhausted from having to reply to chats, answer calls, maintain conversations, or meet up regularly, even when i look active online & free. belum lagi kalau lagi hyperfocused on something.

kadang capek juga sama standar “kalau peduli pasti bales”, “kalau sayang pasti nyempetin”, “kalau gak ngabarin berarti gak penting.” and this isn’t even exclusively about romance. pertemanan juga sering kayak gitu. padahal sama orang tua sendiri aja kadang gue butuh waktu buat bales chat wkwkwk yes im the distant daughter, makanya seringnya ditelpon karena kalau chat lama balesnya.

selama ini kita berusaha masking dan mengikuti standar social availability orang lain, tapi any meaningful relationship we have still can’t magically override our limitations. punya kepedulian sama orang lain gak ujug-ujug bikin social battery gue bertambah.

bahkan sama temen-temen yang gue genuinely enjoy being around, kadang dari awal gue udah bilang, “lagi males ngomong ya” then i just sit there with them, listen to them, watch them do their thing, and genuinely enjoy their company. i want your presence, i just dont always want interaction.
sering juga lagi overwhelmed tapi maksain ketemu orang-orang, malah tiba-tiba nangis karena saat itu kepala gue masih penuh mikirin final project wkwk makanya gabisa dadakan dan harus selalu mentally prepared dulu karena kita jadi gak “hadir” diajak ngomong aja zoning out😹😹😹

and romantic interests somehow feel even more pressuring. once someone starts expecting constant replies, calls, updates, attention, or access to my time, i immediately feel overwhelmed. especially when we’re barely anything yet. you’re not even my husband, why am i already being treated like i owe you constant availability? i really dont like men who act controlling or entitled to my time and attention. you’re still practically a stranger to me. and yes, i can be interested in someone, think he’s a genuinely good guy, and still not be comfortable giving him that much access to me.

interest does not automatically equal access. the moment i feel being demanded, it stresses me out and makes me anxious. merasa bisa mencapai milestone tapi maintainingnya gak tau.
i dont think i would survive lansekap romansa era modern bruh, kayaknya harus hidup di zaman 70an, ngabarin orang pakai surat nyampenya seminggu sekali😹😹😹

[mentari²⁶ @mawarmentary]

demi ya kuliah tuh isinya cuma adu seberapa CEPET lu bisa belajar dan seberapa JAGO lu atur waktu

[zara 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 h @tuberosaria]

bisa ga sih tugas nya di hold dulu sebelum uts, overwhelmed bgt ��

[Myrnah @mernahashem3]

Me after suicidal thoughts

[j64th𓂀 @literallymej]

I'm currently going through things that even I myself don't understand https://t.co/TUNPG2Y1Kc

[geminigirl @panggilajaayu]

Ternyata jadi dewasa sesulit ini ya, kadang cuma butuh pelukan dan tempat untuk pulang, tapi akhirnya sadar, yg bisa diandalkan cuma diri sendiri 🥹🫂

[Zan @kapten__monyet]

Ternyata bener ya faktanya banyak orang tua gak sadar, kalo mereka ngebuat anak perempuannya lebih mandiri daripada anak laki-lakinya.

[niki @happys0da]

in this economy.. kita masih boleh punya mimpi & berharap bisa bekerja di bidang yang kita mau & tetep sehat gak sih…

[anaa @O51828]

memory lost, susah fokus, rendah diri, skill bersosialisasi bener-bener menurun drastis, dan lu merasa punya luka yang selalu "menganga" di dada lu sampe lu terus-terusan mempertanyakan sebenernya gua kehilangan apa sih sampe bisa begini

[ᵥᵢₑ | ✨��ₑᵣfₑcₜ ₛₜₒᵣₘ ₒᵤₜ ₙₒᵥ ₁₆ₜₕ✨ @ywnznbb]

@marrooenn Mungkin udah terlalu capek karna sering jadi hero buat orang lain sampe lupa kalo diri sendiri ternyata juga butuh diselametin. Yg bikin ngenes lagi tuh karna udah berulang kali kecewa dgn hal yg sama jadinya mau open up ke orang lain susah banget. Ini pengalaman gw sendiri btw

[naa maba yube @naafastub]

gw bgt (ga berani liat mutasi)

[j00oo0o @rosefhui]

semenjak ngekost ga pernah mau liat mutasi rekening❤️ (kaget sendiri nnti)

[cici ʕ ᵔⰙᵔ⠕ʔ @hcleeciy]

sadar ga sih, EKONOMI lagi sejelek itu sampe lu mikir BOROS banget padahal duitnya abis dipake cuma buat beli makanan.

[rey @reyjjuu]

msk soshum nangis nangis, msk saintek meninggal

[🖤🎱 @obotetimothy]

university is hard

[ale @nearrelll]

UTS 2 MINGGU LAGI AND I LEARNT BUTTFUCK NOTHING

[Firza @firzadwp]

gue ngga buka twiter selama seminggu:

[Dapo @adbisian]

Sumpah ga si bulan depan uts dan gue beneran ga ngerti apa apa

[supri 💨 @aetherfisip]

how can people survive semester 3 + panit + organisasi at the same time???? gw yg kupu kupu af ini aja feels drained bgt abis kuliah,,,