Fuck a break up, have you ever met a person you had a brief but insane connection with and then the universe was like oops wait sorry that wasn't actually supposed to happen😭😭
im sorry. im sorry im too late into realizing that i love you. im sorry for being a complete fool and letting you go.
im sorry for being an idiot and not treat you right. im sorry for when i had the chance i didn't hug you harder. im sorry that i didn't scream on the rooftop that you were mine.
im sorry that im the reason we broke apart. im sorry that i didn't appreciate what i had. im sorry that i didn't allow myself to be vulnerable with you. im sorry that i pushed you away.
im sorry i put my wall up with you. im sorry that i didn't let you help me when you wanted to. im sorry that i let you go. im sorry that it took me this long to say that you were truly the best thing in my life. im sorry that i just wasn't enough. im sorry that now you are happy without me. im sorry that now you are being treated like you deserved.
im sorry im not that person. im sorry that i was scared to admit i love you. im sorry that i didn't want to show my feelings to you. im sorry that i tried to protect myself from feeling exactly what im feeling right now.
im sorry i can't send this to you. im sorry im not allowed to tell you this. im sorry i am too late. but truly, im sorry that i still love you.
i know understand love. i can now say that i actually did fall in love. and i know now that its true love because your happiness with the person you are with now means more to me than the pain i have in my chest to see you with that person, and that, is true love.
and thank you, for making me feel love, and even after years, have the capacity to still love you, becaus you are that worth it.
my red flag is that if you don't talk to me, I won't talk to you either. But not because I don't want to talk to you, but because I think if you don't want to talk to me, I should give you space so I don't bother you
the cancellation of valko giving me deja vu from the removal of seunghan from riize
both news were so hyped up, but certain people decided to send burial wreaths and stuff.... and then the horrible company decided to listen to those people and switch lanes.
smh.
it takes every ounce of willpower in me not to text you. do you feel the same way? or did you just disappear on me to make it easier? why do you think this is easier? you said you’d never leave, that you’d never abandon me. but i’m here biting my tongue, wondering why you’re
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One of the worst feelings is giving someone access to you emotionally, mentally, even spiritually, just for it not to work out in the end. Not because you were in a full relationship, but because the connection felt real enough for you to become attached. You shared your time, your thoughts, your vulnerability, your soft side, the parts of you you don’t normally let people see. They became part of your routine, your comfort, your safe space, and before you even realized it, you had already invested emotionally.
Then it ends, and now you’re left carrying emotional baggage from something that technically “never happened.” That’s the painful part people don’t talk about enough. Sometimes the deepest heartbreak doesn’t come from losing a relationship, it comes from losing potential, attachment, consistency, and the version of yourself that felt safe enough to open up again.
Now you’re trying to heal from overthinking everything, replaying conversations, questioning what changed, wondering if you gave too much access too soon, wondering if you should’ve protected yourself more. And the scariest part is how experiences like that can make you afraid to let anyone in again because healing from emotional attachment to the wrong person is exhausting. It changes the way you approach people, the way you trust, the way you love, and sometimes even the way you see yourself.