Naisuou

[Naisuou @naisuou]

i could be a good daughter

[Naisuou @naisuou]

im a big baby and i sleep sad and i dont lnow what ro do im loenly id ont know what to do i wish love was real i wish someone would care why does my dad hate me whywhwhwhwh

[Naisuou @naisuou]

but no one cares and nocone cares and im lonely and im bad im bax really bad i should disappear im bad im bad ibe ways been bad

[Naisuou @naisuou]

and i think something along the lines of "i should be happy, at least i have the privilege of.." but nothing is enough, i want it all, i want to be loved and respected and i want to study i want to just study and not work i just want to focus in my srudies i want to

[Naisuou @naisuou]

my tummy hurts why does no one care im cold someone would have to be jelping me stay warm whywhyw hy no one why i qant love i want stability i want to study and i want to draw a lot and i want to watch series and be someone i want to enjoy life and go on walks

[Naisuou @naisuou]

im so good at crying in silence i wish someone would let me cry into their shoulder

[Naisuou @naisuou]

ill never make her happy shell never get her happy ending now shes just a sad adult ill never be happy ill never have someone who cares anout me i dont deserve it

[Naisuou @naisuou]

im so sad i theres nothing there nothing for me nothing ro hold nothing im so lonely im so im nothing i i dont even bave anyone i trust enough to write all of these and now im caught in this old account from 7yrs ago, forced to seeing a pfp i drew back when i was hopeful

[Naisuou @naisuou]

i wished someone would take care of me ow man jajajajd i wish for a lot of things but never get them wth why its so unfair

[Naisuou @naisuou]

i hope i die in a peaceful hole where im surrounded by a lot of dirt and so i can finally feel completely hugged and loved instead of lonely

[Naisuou @naisuou]

im very frustrated with my own life i dont know what to do

[Naisuou @naisuou]

and none of my friends go through what i go and idk where to meet other ppl like me, only one friend of mine understands me and goes through a similar (if not worse) situation, but then we are both very tired because of our lives and dont get a lot of free time to talk

[Naisuou @naisuou]

i wanted to be loved and taken care of and now im just a stupid baby in a big body who has to do most things for herself and does them awkwardly and then just wants to cry because no one will hug her in the process of trying to remain alive, so stupid stupid stupid

[Naisuou @naisuou]

my gf doesn't even seem to understand anything of what i tell her and that makes me even sadder, like i'm in a complete different world from hers and she just, i dont know, and sometimes i talk to her about things ive told her previously and she just seems so out of it? ow man

[Naisuou @naisuou]

pls tutorial on what to do when your heart aches a lot because you have to work a full time job while carrying 7 courses in one semester and you are afraid u'll hand in shitty assignments and ur parents, instead of hugging you, scream at you about how other ppl have it worse