@Crystalst_ The issue with meds is finding the ones that work for you. Just because one didn't work out it doesn't mean you cannot find one that does. Or other things that help.
As long as you don't give up on improving yourself!
YOU CAN DO IT!
Never failures, just more experience!
Started Chainsaw Man yesterday and I did not expect to like it as much as I did. The name just put me off watching it for years.
But it's FUN! and SAD!
@Crystalst_ also, we don't have to be good our whole lives. but TRYING to be and do good is a different thing. we are not 100% anything, we fail, it's ok.
@Crystalst_ Life flows in waves. Sometimes when we want to change stuff it's like a brick wall. It does not mean that our work and progress was in vain however. If you haven't got a therapist yet I urge you to try and find one. It can do wonders just to talk to one about shit. Keep at it!