i’m just so tired of this self pity. i just want to experience love, im only 23 and ive never even kissed a guy. im so embarrassed of myself and so envious of the people around me in relationships. im so tired of this cycle
i know this is out of the blue but i’d rather hear strangers online opinions than dwell in my own thoughts and sadness. do you ever just wish for something to happen so hard you start crying. i’m so tired of wishing for someone to love me. i can’t stop feeling so much pity for me
be met with disappointment. he saw me as a great friend the whole time. worst part is, i thought he was the one. i would pray and cry to God saying “please let me finally find love, please let him be the one” and he wasn’t. worst part is, this just discouraged me even more