I need to block every urge in my brain that yearns for a partner knowing that i cant i caannttt ohh but its so tempting to yearn for that. But i canttttt
hey girl how was your weekend?! oh that’s great haha love that!! oh me? not much u know the usual ruminating decomposing spiraling crying fearing curling up in a fetal position wondering where it all went wrong dying rotting decaying staring into nothingness wondering Why me why