Deji🖤

(hiatus) She/her, 30+. Personal & fandom acc. 🐗🐍🐗💕

[Deji🖤 @nanairorealize]

I'll share things once I feel I'm in a more stable place :)

...I always say that internally, and I unavoidably fail to stabilize, so I end up getting overwhelmed and end up never showing up and then straight hiding in shame... I hope this time it's different.
I'll do my best.

[Deji🖤 @nanairorealize]

May 2026 treat all of us kindly 💕

[Deji🖤 @nanairorealize]

Ps: I haven't been drawing much, very on and off redrawing/retouching old stuff.
I got approached to do a couple of simple comms months ago by old friends, and I barely managed to get one done and start the other, before the meds.
I hopefully will do better now on meds! 💪

[Deji🖤 @nanairorealize]

♣️🐗

[Deji🖤 @nanairorealize]

@soymilkheaven I was itching to draw her after I caught up with the series! (Also watched it on theatres, and caught up with the series when ep 3 was released. Love the OP/ED!!)

[Deji🖤 @nanairorealize]

I've been slowly doing art again.
I realized last time I drew (sketched) anything was in September last year, and the one before that was a year ago, before mom passed...
I've picked up watercolors again, it's fun and relaxing. I plan on going back to digital sometime soon.

[Deji🖤 @nanairorealize]

As I've been setting up my new (old) home office, I wanted to get a desk mousepad that would bring me joy.
I was going to get something cute and aesthetic, but then I realized I had the power to make THIS.
Sadly, my laptop goes right on top of zool lmao.

[Deji🖤 @nanairorealize]

@timepatches Thank you, Madi💕
I've been procrastinating on the asessment for about 2+ years, so I've been slowly coming to terms with being ND and going all "ohhh, that makes sense!" for that long already, but somehow being formally told "you're autistic" is... powerful lol.

[Deji🖤 @nanairorealize]

I finally finished my autistic assessment process.
I have a report on hand with all my relevant life history and handful of test results that confirm that I'm on the spectrum.
I now need to get an appointment with a neurologist to formally and medically dx me.

[Deji🖤 @nanairorealize]

If you read this much, thank you for reading and I'm also sorry lol
I'll probably figure out unpausing/restarting my life in the next couple of months, as I navigate all... this.

[Deji🖤 @nanairorealize]

I'm moving during April, the last repairs renovations of mom's house are getting finished (it's been a long, stressful shitshow...), and I'm sure I'll be feeling a lot of ways after everything is finally settled.
I'm looking forward to getting a puppy.
I need it.