jadi pas ada satu org yg celebrate every small win, support every crazy idea, dan selalu blg “you got this”, rasanya beda banget. now i have someone who celebrates my wins like they’re hers too. and i’ll never stop being grateful for that 🤍
having someone who genuinely believes in you is such a privilege. selama ini lebih sering ketemu org yg underestimate, ngeremehin, atau somehow treating life like a competition
changing your nature is exhausting because those emotions feel so human. but carrying them all the time is exhausting too. maybe peace begins the moment you learn how to control them instead of letting them control you
it’s hard trying to silence the parts of you that feel too deeply the jealousy, the possessiveness, the insecurity when you get compared to someone else, the ego that always wants to prove something, the quiet revenge growing inside you, the constant need to compete
maybe in another life, i wouldn’t have to worry abt u fading
and fr… how are u even this good of a person?
i never rlly had expectations for u, but everything u do for me feels so genuine
the version of u i used to see on the surface…
is so different from the one u show me
i want u permanently, not temporarily.
ik it sounds selfish asking for forever… but w u, it just makes sense
can we lose the “WHAT IF” and all this wrong timing bs?
bc to me, u’re the right person, just at the wrong time
lagi di fase bengong dikit ovt. terus pas lg ovt suka ga sadar ngomong sendiri karena ngebantah suara suara berisik di kepala. gejala gangguan jiwa kah ini?