i hope i still come across the minds of my old friends somehow even though i don't like talking to anyone and i hope i was kind enough back then to make them think of me now when they come across things they used to know about me
nagulat lang ako kasi nakita ko sa for you tab yung reply na yan so clinick ko account niya. mutual ko pala. tapos puro hate/kavvhan yung replies niya. para bang troll. naalala ko naging oomfs kami dahil kay l**fy (censored bc i regret that phase of mine omg π)
it's why i don't really talk to anyone from there except 4 people max. i couldn't make meaningful friendships. i still don't know what the 'pain' exactly was. the hospital ran tests on me but i was normal. i assume it was a psychological thing that affected my physical health
i can attest. i had terrible headaches to the point i could not come to school for weeks to months when i was in junior high school. only went away after i transferred out of it. i don't have a lot of memories left from that toxic school π
when i'm with people from junior high school (with the exception of my friends) i feel uncomfortable around them because i seriously don't remember most things. it was an unpleasant time heh