๐Sensitive๐
A fluffy melancholic's vent art
Struggles with depression and anxiety
Bedwetting/diaper/self-harm warning
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๐Vent account for my struggles with trauma, features diapers and bedwetting
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I've been wetting more frequently again and recently bought myself a peapodmat despite how expensive they are.. it's not too bad so far..
Today I ended up wetting myself a lot at work to the point of flooding my diaper and wetting my pants.. I want to not have to work anymore..
An update..
Lately I've been very depressed and still dealing with my eating disorder.. I've gained a lot of weight (to the point I can't fit in even medium diapers anymore) and want to lose it but it's hard..
I went down to grab them looking like a complete mess, and you can easily see they were diapers through the handles of the box. A huge gathering was in the lobby, offering to assist me carry them. It's a bit humiliating, especially since they all must know now I wear diapers
Today I had a wellness check done on me by my apartment because I was bedridden for two days. Apparently my four cases of prescription diapers came and they delivered them to the lobby instead of my door, and they were sitting there for two days, plainly stating what they were
Lately, I keep coming home from work with the front of my pants soaking wet..
I don't know why, but it feels like the prescription diapers don't work well anymore.. the tapes feel poorer quality, they irritate the back of my thighs more, and they keep leaking through the front..
Today was a day..
Lost my laundry card, late for work, had to train a new person, and my coworker bought me a large soda.. and the front of my diaper had a hole in it and I ended up peeing my pants (I don't think anyone noticed, but still...)
Then my way home was blocked off..
I only have two hours when I get home from work to draw every single night, and so almost every night I end up peeing myself trying to get a picture drawn before midnight because I can't hold it and draw at the same time
They use their tail to flap their blankie cape without realizing their diaper is exposed, and tend to use some kind of rod or baton as their "weapon"..