she needs to slap me in the face and scream I SEE YOU PLATONICALLY cause holy shit what does this even mean IM SUCH A BAD PERSON IM A CREE[PPPPP IM A WEIRDDOOO WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE I DONT BELONG HERE
actually your community IS coming to save you, people are going to show up for you, love is going to find you, strangers are going to be like angels, the world conspires for your highest good