Madly in♥with my Lord & Savior Jesus Christ,my husband,& our 3 girls. Amazed they all love me just the way I am. FYI I'm awful at editing and awful spelling😱
@Infidelityscars This really is true. Early on I felt devastated thinking he didn't love me. 28mths later I have a different view. "Love" was never the issue(even though betrayal is a very unloving thing) Self hatred seems more the issue. But the why never changes the amount of pain
@Dawn_ByTheCreek The problem was more "who" then how many I will say when I told someone new& they were shocked it helped that sence of loneliness for a short moment I was in shock for at least the 1styear &needed someone to be in shock with The ones I had told were no longer in shock
@Dawn_ByTheCreek I already feel haunted by things I know(&don't know) I can't image how it would be if my mind if I had a play by play for me. This is doesn't come with a stop button to use at any given moment. Like I said this is me after 28mths you may have gotten a different response at 10mths
@Dawn_ByTheCreek 28mths from d-day & at this point I wouldn't, my husband isn't the man he was during that time I'm positive he said things that would hurt me, things about me, & shared the most intimate things with her. Again he is not that man anymore He wasn't that man for most of our marriage
Thank you Father that your #faithfulness is not contingent on my faithfulness. #truth He is ALWAYS faithful, in the pain & the sufering. Just hold on in the storm you will see His faithfulness, no matter the circumstances no matter the outcome you will have a #ButGod story
Good job @gorcstudents @GoRedemption , thank you for blessing my two girls this week. Both of them talked about their own personal encounter they had with Jesus.
@Infidelityscars This is something those that are 18 months or less out from discovery should tape on their bathroom mirror. Comfortable could create passivity! Passivity and true healing are enemys and just prolong the agony of betrayal