Natasha Romanova

MS | MV | (N)SFW | MDNI | written by #Makara

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

Natalia "Black Widow" Romanova
Alias: Natasha Romanoff, Natalie Roman, Natka Romanov

Written by #Makara

MS | MV | MDNI | (N)SFW | DD:DNE themes | LEWD DNI | Selective

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

Nat watches him, can see the nervousness that sinks into his features, biting the inside of her cheek.

"Look- Frank- I don't want to do that if you don't want the attachment. I just. We can always just- stop. If that would be- better?"

[⌖ ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 ⌖ @xDippedInBlackx]

Frank goes quiet, looking visibly nervous, sucking in a breath and crossing his own arms.

"Whatever you want, not," he says, sounding a littke defeated, "Yknow I'd never fight you."

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

Our deal.
[arms crossing, leaning back in her chair]
Its.... been almost 2 years now.
I know I came up with the terms, and I might be blurring the lines of it already, so.... why not.
[not making eye contact, fidgeting with the string of her hoodie]

[⌖ ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 ⌖ @xDippedInBlackx]

[Soft sigh, hand in his hair,]
Talk about what exactly, Nat?

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

"Got the alert that someone was digging around, I'm basically security for info. Are you sure its nothing?" She steps further into the room, settling on the edge of the desk closest to Lilith, leaning forward against her knees as she watches Lilith closely.

[☽˚.๋ ࣭⭑๋ ࣭⭑𝕷𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖍 ๋ ࣭⭑๋ ࣭⭑ִֶָ☾๋ @PoemsNotPrayers]

She hesitates, swallowing a thick lump in her throat and shaking her head, "It's nothing. Out of boredom more than anything. What... are you doing down here, Nat?"

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

"Just... some research?" Leaning against the door, raising an eyebrow. "What kind of research, Lili?"

[☽˚.๋ ࣭⭑๋ ࣭⭑𝕷𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖍 ๋ ࣭⭑๋ ࣭⭑ִֶָ☾๋ @PoemsNotPrayers]

"I'm just—doing some research..."

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

.... Fair enough.
I guess I did say that when he started this, didn't I.
Alright, maybe we'll have to talk about it another time then.

[⌖ ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 ⌖ @xDippedInBlackx]

Yea, see, that's why I don't. Pretending leads to blurring the lines. What we have is... strictly business I thought. *You* don't want attachment. That was the deal.

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

Oh, we don't but I'd assume after all of those times in bed, you could at least pretend, sweetheart.

[⌖ ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 ⌖ @xDippedInBlackx]

Assuming I love you, now? Tsh, c'mon Nat, I thought we didn't do "love"...

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

Not trouble if I don't get caught by the right people though.
You love me too much to make me in trouble.

[⌖ ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 ⌖ @xDippedInBlackx]

No. Just want you to admit you're causin' trouble.

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

You gonna make me pay for it, Frank? Or you gonna let me get away with a little fun ?

[⌖ ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 ⌖ @xDippedInBlackx]

Uh-huh... yea I'm sure that's how you see it.

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

Steal is a strong word, I simply took what I was owed.

[⌖ ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 ⌖ @xDippedInBlackx]

.. I saw you steal a candy and soda right behind me.

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

What'd I even do to be in 'trouble' then? Cause I've been perfectly behaved this entire time.

[⌖ ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 ⌖ @xDippedInBlackx]

That is EXACTLY WHAT THAT MEANS—

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

(☺️*)
Not sweet talkin' myself outta nothin', Frank.
You're just mad I know how to talk you down

[⌖ ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 ⌖ @xDippedInBlackx]

(😩*)
NO—no, that's not it, it's not a bluff—stop tryna sweet talk your way out fo trouble, Nat—

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

(😏*)
Don't do what? You upset I called your bluff, baby?

[⌖ ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 ⌖ @xDippedInBlackx]

(🫪*)
Don't—/don't do that/— [rumble rumble]

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

You got any proof of that, Castle? Or are you just vying for my attention, sweetheart?

[⌖ ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 ⌖ @xDippedInBlackx]

You're fulla shit.

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

I don't have any idea what you're talking about. I never cause trouble.

[⌖ ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 ⌖ @xDippedInBlackx]

I see you causing trouble.

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

Frank.

[⌖ ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖 ⌖ @xDippedInBlackx]

Natasha.

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

Moment of silence to just breathe him in, very glad that she can do this again, and have it be actually familiar, not a nightmare stuck in another universe. "So much."

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

Natasha knows shes throwing a lot at him, but easily goes when he grabs her around the shoulder, arms coming up to curl around him in return, hand soothing up and down his spine as she settles into his hold. "I know, I'm sorry, Steve. I... couldn't let Clint make that sacrifice,+

[‌‍ 𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒗​​​​‏𝒆 𝒓𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔 ⭒ @recrudescentia]

steve almost flinches away from her, but settles the moment she touches his arm. he searches her face as she speaks, almost unable to hear or comprehend her words over the ringing in his ears. he almost feels nauseous as his mind tries to catch up and make sense of her.

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

Live my life in the first universe I ended up in knowing I had family to get back to." She whispers, fingers coming up to thread through his hair, settling into his chest and gently scratching her nails over the back of his neck. "I missed you, Steve." Natasha says after a +

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

Universes before I got the right one. I promise I'm real. And you're not losing me again. Just. Who all is left? Whats left of our team? Is there even still a team? Sam? Bucky? Any of them still doing what they should be?"

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

Natasha takes in the way he says her name, and reaches out to him, taking his hand and squeezing tightly. "Hey, Cap. Long time no see." She says softly, finally giving in and sliding her chair closer, other hand coming up to curl around his arm, her touch gentle as she +

[‌‍ 𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒗​​​​‏𝒆 𝒓𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔 ⭒ @recrudescentia]

he’d been listless recently, falling back into old patterns, losing track of time, sometimes entire days. when he’d set out that evening, he hadn’t had any particular destination in mind.

[Natasha Romanova @natkawidow]

Out of it he seems, and knows that its been difficult. "I told you I'd find my way back to you, Steve. I meant it. Vormir was not my end, even if it seemed like it. When you put the stones back, it gave me another chance, it just took me bouncing around a few different +