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โ ุฎูุตููุตูุง ุฅูููู ุฑููุญูู ููู ุงููุฌูุณูุฏูู โ
Ya Allah, sembuhkan ruhku dari apa yang membuatku sakit..
"your trauma made u stronger". nah my trauma made me traumatized. it made me become an overthinker, it gave me memory loss, and it gave me feelings i've never wanted. i made myself stronger. i accepted the situation for what it was and moved on from it.
Date a man who can communicate, listen without getting defensive, apologize sincerely, and correct his behavior. If he canโt do the basics, heโs not ready for a healthy relationship.
i met the saddest version of me this year. i lost my spark, mind, and everything. felt completely undone, but i believe i'll find my way back.
this year just holding my breath, hoping and praying for better days to come and stay, hopefully next year will be better. aamiin ๐ค