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| lesbian corpse princess
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| I am a musician listen to my music
| rq communist

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

Hello everybun

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@cameronino36 I forgive u for everything u fuckin get it

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@raikuura @sh0taswag I mean this is not really true it's a pretty fringe position at its core and is probably jst pushed on social media deliberately to make it feel like it's super common and promote despair. But it's mad right like u could be raised in a neonazi cult and never get this hateful

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@raikuura @sh0taswag Isn't it just so awesome and inspiring how our (as in trans women's) base response to being hated by Literally Everyone is apparently to hate ourselves and each other so much more to the point that it's jarring and uncomfortable to witness for even a second .

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@sweetiegirl67 In some way. I chose the pain in this one instance at least. Not forced or persuaded. Just want sleep . Harder than I thought.

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

It gets a bit scary when it's fully morning and u're still awake and still pretty noticeably insane . Well. I don:t have a problem with sleeping through the day instead. But I'm just kinda wondering uhm.. when sleep was actually planning to come around..

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@Cuterapeslut meadow mood: art is made of thoughts (encompassing feelings, basically defined as the way u process anything u find in ur brain) and thoughts are just another secretion from our body like. Piss and sweat and stuff. We're all just perverts with thought kinks so we hav a favourite

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

Videogames are mad because we invented the first ever thing that has nothing at all to do with real life or trying to approximate it and then divided all our approaches to it into making videogames more real life or making real life more videogames

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@Cuterapeslut Yea I know what u meant. I just feel general distaste. For like everything and everyone.

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@Cuterapeslut It is pretty cool to be able to examine the paste someone else turned the world into instead of just ur own all the time

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@Cuterapeslut It.s all bad like everything we do and make. People are disgusting the whole way through and what comes from them is disgusting. But like in a way that doesn't really matter and can't be judged cuz none of us can ever experience a world without that filth.

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@Cuterapeslut I was just interested by noting how forced it was from the starting point. They're housed in the vessel of a different concept in a way no previous art ever has been.

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@Cuterapeslut I guess I should note I don't think making videogames more real life was like bad. From the perspective of what we get from them which is what us insatiably greedy humans always judge things by (whether we realise that or not) it's "better" as an art than as toys

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@Cuterapeslut The most avant-garde abstractions and fantasies we can come up with are part of what I was referring to as Real Life. Everything about us is when we think about it hard enough. I guess it's the. Emergence from a thing that doesn't require more thinking than acknowledgement.

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@Cuterapeslut Also I think most artforms emerged as either expression or representation. Thoughts are reality. Can't think of any other which has its fundamental origin in like. Toy. Thing to express onto. Rather than to carry expression to u from afar.

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@Cuterapeslut I think i feel it's distinct because the medium doesn't at any point really need u to acknowledge how u're interfacing with it in real life or to . Create the experience it's trying to give u urself. It uniquely does that for u.

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

Those short form videos where they just read a post from twitter or tumblr with no additions is mad like I don't care one way or the other but I'm very surprised there's apparently a large audience of people whov always wanted to use twitter n tumblr but never learned how to read

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

@raikuura Some bitches get told about The Boy Who Cried Wolf before bedtime ONCE and never shut up about it.

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

This Water stuff is so fuckin fiendish bro I can.t stop redosing Water be careful with Water it's mad addictive

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

Toughest decision i ever had to make was between the need to empty a surplus of thoughts from my head and the need to empty a surplus of piss from my bladder.

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

I guess no matter what I just killed myself. Just like I always wanted ^^; (definitely calling back to this quote to open the note for the real thing, remember it as long as u continue to know me for the lovely little "Hey I Got That Reference" feeling when the time comes)

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

All I wanna do now is go to sleep but part of me is dying and my only hop is it's the one I like the least. Sorry to my unsuspecting followers about her very publicly broadcast and equally graphic and messy execution ritual (my last few tweets).

[Sóifí 💜 @ncrofilemothr]

Best case scenario I just had the most painful intensive therapy session ever . Worst case scenario I just irreparably broke my mind and will be insane forever. Unnecessary and unwanted updates probably coming later ! Cuz I can. Not . Shut. The fuck up.