When I shut down, I really shut down. I disappear. I stop talking, I don’t respond to texts, I go quiet without explaining myself. It’s not personal. I might still post, so if it looks like I’m acting weird or ignoring people, I’m not. I’m overwhelmed. I’m regrouping. I’m clearing space in my head so I don’t lose myself trying to hold everything together.
When you hear some of us talk about God, it's not that we are trying to sound holy. It's because we've seen him come through in ways words can't explain. Personally it's God always!
Lord I am asking You to Remove That Little Anger in me that won’t let go of certain hurt that was meant to keep me down. I ask you to remove that depressed layer of skin that sometimes I forget to wash off. I ask you to continue to clean me please, I fall short but I am trying🤍