do i tell my bf that i relapsed again in the same day or jsut pretend like it was all one relapse ... bc i told him abt my first relapse but my other two were bc i was so worried about him and u don't want him to feel bad but idk
hitting beans is terrifying on my god what do i do do i just die how do i take care of this i've definitely only hit bb beans before im so scared im so scared what do i do
i can't expect to be enough reasoning for him to feel alright but i want that to be true i want to be enough i want to be enough i just want to be enough im never enouvh I can't expect to be it's not fair