i can't love you and i can't hate you because it's ruining my life. i need to feel nothing to you, i need to not care about you at all, i need to not think about you but i don't know how to do that
if you apologise i'm gonna feel like a jerk for not forgiving you and then if i do forgive you you're just gonna break my heart all over again and i can't handle it, either way i lose
every friendship i've ever had has ended when my 'best friend' got bored and found someone better to replace me and people wonder why i have trust issues
there are some thing in life that are out of your control that you can't change and you gotta live with, the choice that we have though is either to give up or keep on going
then who will? and i started believing that i was not good enough, i started believing that i was a failure, that i'll never ever be somebody who people would like or people would accept
you start believing the lies around you saying that you're not good enough and no one's gonna want you and you'll never ever do anything good in your life and the fear that we have is that we're gonna be alone because if they don't like you then who will? if you don't accept you+