nefeyjay

a complex ISFP keramat girl, with a lot of things to say. if you dont like wht you read, kindly unfollow. ohh, i love make up n i do mary kay part time! 💋

[nefeyjay @nefeyjay]

5 days, done! another 5 to go! 💪💪💪

[Sara @piousdeenn]

Rabbi innī limā anzalta ilayya min khayrin faqīr.

May Allah open the doors of rizq for you, and may His blessings continue to flow in your life like the waters of Zamzam.

[Happy Life @whereaiko]

Mintalah yang lebih mahal dari uang:

1. Mintalah husnul khatimah
2. Mintalah surga tanpa hisab
3. Mintalah akhir yang baik

mulai berdoa lebih banyak dan lebih sering yaa

[nefeyjay @nefeyjay]

reading emails just gives me panic attacks. this is why i dont check my inbox anymore.

[nefeyjay @nefeyjay]

that is why, i am keeping myself busy with my nephews and niece. turun naik bangunan, keluar masuk kereta, ader purpose. kalo diorang takde, aku takde benda lain lg yg boleh kasi aku nak bergerak. unless kalo dpt xtra income, i am up for it. if not, better guling jelah.

[nefeyjay @nefeyjay]

kadang, kan. aku terfikir sensorang. if skrg nih aku seorang freelance dance teacher, and lps tuh aku depressed. agak2 aper jadik dgn teaching aku? sbb depression nih membuatkan aku tak nak buat pape dah, tak mampu pun nak buat pape. menari, apatah lg. termenung jer endlessly.

[nefeyjay @nefeyjay]

tadi ader pakcik makcik dtg nak sesumpah. lepas dah settle, makcik tuh hulur tangan nak salam. aku salam mcm biasa. then, makcik tuh cakap, “meh sini makcik nak doa sket”, and dier peluk aku. berair mata aku, ader org (yg aku tak kenal) nak peluk dan doakan aku. alhamdulillah.

[nefeyjay @nefeyjay]

mcm maner nak elok selsema aku nih? dok tak benti lalak, memey basah jelah hidung nih.

[H’s mom @aiishadahir]

DON’T JOKE WITH THIIS PRAYER: Ya Allah, open doors for financial overflow and travel experiences that align with the life You’ve called me to live.

[nefeyjay @nefeyjay]

kita kena mengukur baju d badan sendiri. kita tau kita level b40, buat2 laa beringat nak kopi bin setiap hari, nak shisha setiap hari, nak gunting rambut kt klcc, pui. sedar diri sket, nef oi.

[nefeyjay @nefeyjay]

aku nih nak kutuk jer biler dgr cara rosyam nor bercakap kt channel2 dier, tak kesah laa youtube ker podcast ker. tp, aku ingatkan diri aku sendiri. mungkin org dgr biler aku bercakap sama bunyi mcm rosyam nor. so, takpelah. aku simpan jer dulu for now.

[nefeyjay @nefeyjay]

podcast clip dak zahnita dok lalu fyp aku. aku tgk org yg interview dier, aku jem. kau sejenis yg lost, tapi “paham”. aku yg bengkek tgk. meh sini aku interview-kan. sheesh.

[nefeyjay @nefeyjay]

malam tadi, si harith jay decided untuk tidur dgn aku. by 10pm, aku dah selamat d atas katil. jam 12mn, aku bangun g toilet, and realized aku ader byk jam lg utk tidur. huhu.

[nefeyjay @nefeyjay]

shopee nih tak chill tau. aku baru mcm, “bagus weekend aku nih, tenang jer dpt break drpd pikirkan pasal hutang piutang aku. haa amek shopee masuk whatsapp bg reminder jgn lupa byr hutang due date dah hampir. hadeh.

[H’s mom @aiishadahir]

When you realised how expensive everything has gotten and Allah has never left you hungry or empty handed, but instead with more than enough. 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹😭 Alhamdullilah.

[nefeyjay @nefeyjay]

kepala nih dok fikir laa nak keluar g memaner, esp since ader masa nak spend time sensorang. tp, biler fikir the amount of resources yg kau ader, serta masa depan kau yg tak tentu lg bisnes rancak, kau baring jelah balik main tepon.

[H’s mom @aiishadahir]

Allahumma inni as'aluka rizq that flows into my life like zamzam

[H’s mom @aiishadahir]

Rizq comes in many shapes & forms. It can be parents who are still around & healthy, it can be a whole day of rest, being surrounded with people who truly cares, being healthy in mind & body..Not all blessings are in the form of money.

[nefeyjay @nefeyjay]

aku seronot betul if ader org datang ketuk office jam 5 ptg ke atas. baru rasa mcm ter-function sgt office bukak smp 530pm.

[• @Rohi_Alii]

Allahumma inni as'aluka unlimited halal rizq in the form of money, wealth, and good health without being afflicted by any misfortune.

[Fatima Saleh @Meenerl4]

Some people are carrying battles so quietly that even the people closest to them would never notice. Not every struggle is visible, and not every tired soul knows how to ask for help.

May Allah make things lighter for you in ways you never expected. May He ease the thoughts keeping you awake, calm the worries you can not explain, and replace silent exhaustion with peace. Ameen.