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I miss my lowest

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My friends would be so disappointed in me

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I remember when I was in high school and I was the lowest I've ever been. I gained half of it back. I want to be that girl again

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I have some edibles and I broke them up and took a bit which is normally fine but then I drank and I always get so sa d

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I need to buy a new scale but idk if I have the guts to do it at the place I work or go somewhere else despite the inconvenience

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I always come back:/ no matter how hard I try