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tw!! not pro / 152cm / / gw2: 45 gw3: 42.7 gw4: 40 / ugw: 35 /

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.・゜゜𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬 ゜゜・．

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my doctor is sending me to an eating disorder clinic 🥺😔

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just ate pizza and purged it :))))))))

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hi I’m so invalid ugh

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i get immediately nauseous and get a really bad stomach pain when i fast or even just skip a meal :( anyone who know why?

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im shaking so much idk what to do don’t wanna eat

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don’t wanna break my fast but im so nauseous:(

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don’t wanna break my fast but im so nauseous:(

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starting a 24hrs fast, hopefully I’ll make it <3

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@Inevitablebinge ❤️🥺

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since my parents are working from home now due the corona virus, it’s impossible for me to skip meals. how do u do with that??

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@faecals 🤠

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i want a food scale in pocket size so i can carry it around w me

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how do u eat without it leading to a binge :/ my whole life is a fucking binge

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my bike says i burned 1057 cals and my Apple Watch says i burned 374 cals... wish it was fucking real that i burned 1057 can my bike stop scamming me

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found a premade smoothie that was so good and only 165 cals, new safe food <3

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when i told my boyfriend about my ed i started to cry and he was just hugging me and wiping my tears away 🥺

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i told my boyfriend about my ed yesterday and wow it really hit me that i really want to recover

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broke my fast bc had to eat w my boyfriend, did 23.5 hrs at least but wow ive so much anxiety

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i love working bc it makes it impossible for me to eat !!!

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20 hrs in <3

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almost 18 hrs in on my (at least) 23 hrs fast <3

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@stravinwhore be mine pls!!!